christmas in tanjung balai..

2dae so boliao leh.. its christmas... but lk no christmas mood lk tt... nx wk gt test... sum more i go tanjung balai in indonesia....so borin lor.. imagine christmas go so uh lu place.. i lk every yr christmas nt in spore sia.. miz christams in spore... dere no ppl celebrate christmas 1 lor... if nt mum force mi go i wont even cosider gg lor... sae is dad hm town... wa bring us go bk c c... but ere gt nth 2 c 1... sum more haf 2 wak up so early go ere.. sit 1.5h of boat journey 2 ere..

dere so dusty... n ppl ere do watever dey lk 1 lor... reali no government guan 1 lor... eveywhere can c rubbish on d floor... we reach ere at abt 11plus... den go temple pray den go my dad sis hse...

their hse v cute 1 sia.. dey sae dey buy d land den haf 2 build their hse on their wn.. lk so fun lk tt hor.. go mountain d kuan chang dere colllect cement all tt den start buidlin.. so nice leh.. wat more dey can build as high as dey 1 lor.. no limit 1 lor.. as long as u gt $ den u can build lor.. but d highest i c is 3 storey nia... all lk 1 or 2 storey... coz dere ppl all nt tt rich 1..

their $ ere all count in 10000 one... nt lk us 10cent 1 dollar... buy ting hear d amt oso kana xia dao sia.. hahaha.... suddenly sae all add up 900000... abit xia ren.. lucky nt spore $....

dere lk gt no rubbish bin 1.. c dey all throw ting any old hw 1... lk their hse lk tt.... sit car tour ard d island can c plastic cup or paper fly ourt of d window 1.. so funi sia.. dere all d chinses live on d land (downhill) 1.. den all d malay live on d hilltop 1 sia.. so cute hor.. d ppl ere sae is bcoz 25 yr ago.. malays wan $ so sell all their land 2 chinese den dey move up hill.. haha...

gt 1 more more funi 1.. d road ere all no sign board 1 coz dey sae if de put den d other dae d sign board ll b gone liao coz ppl ll steal den go sell 4 $ sia.. so funi sia... tot road sign cant steal 1.... den their petrol station lk sell cookin oil shop lk tt.. nt lk wat we c in spore.. dey all gt tos big big tin den ll pour in2 small bottle... tos lk our spore cookin oil tt bottle... den ll display all on d shelf den when ppl wan refill fuel dey ll tak a funnel den pour d fuel in.. so cute sia...

dey reali no government 1 lor.. anywhere alone d road u can c stalls sellin fuel or food 1.. den their beach still nd pay $ 1 lor... nt lk d beach v nice lor... so dirty den gt nth ere 2 sea.. den u go in muz pay $....

ppl ere all use motor bike as their form of transport.. den mak d air so dusty n smoky... so polluted sia.. i m glad tt i was born in spore.. thank 2 my grandma hu decide 2 bring my dad n uncles 2 spore if nt i lll b a indonesian sia... den live ere.. cant imagine.. so no life ere.. heng ar.. everyting so uh lu.. i 2dae go oso scared liao... lucky we nv stay ere.. if nt tink can die...

(,^^) wo ai ni (^^,)

baby jun yue..

my cousin... jun yue... cute hor?





~ (^_^) wo ai ni (^_^) ~

borin

**** nv tell ur secret or xin shi 2 any1 unless u r sure he/she is ur best & close fren.... coz hu noe he/she might betray u sum dae n u didnt even noe it until d last moment.... ****

tt wat a fren told mi 2dae... lucky i still haf frenz hu i can trust...

2dae AS sch soccer match.. Gd Luck 2 all dos hu is playin...

gg 2 1 wk liao leh.. d stupid company still dun wan pay us.. wan cheat our $ sia.. sum more christmas cumin liao.. den no $ hw go out.. hw buy presents... bad leh dey all.. so big company but do ting so slow... gone.... When can i get back my $?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ (^_^) w0 a! n!.... (^_^) ~

wat i wan 4 christmas..hhaha

wat i wan 4 chritmas.. gt alot of ting sia.. but all dream 1 coz all lk so ex leh.. no $ 2 buy...
my wish list...

- small snoopy frm watson... hehe... i gt d big 1 liao... wan complete family.. wahaha....
- baby-G..


- canon digital camera

- i pod mini

- perlini silver necklace n braclet...

ahaha.... i so greedy hor.. tink by d tm i buy all tis i ll b broke liao... so er... hint hint.. wahaha.... but tis onli dream nia... dream nn pay $ ma.. wahahah..

~ m!z!ng U (nt Him) o_0 ~ hehe....

end of story..

* mI* n *HiM* = END OF STORY!!!!!!

~ ................ 最后一次回头看才明白 原来伤心是旅程中必须经过的小镇 离开后我更勇敢

再见过去 再见我和你 勇敢说再见就有勇气继续 会有新的发现 .................... ~

4 full version... go find urself.. wahaha.... :P song title: zai jian gou qu by stella....

~ 那时我们总有好多话 什么事都可以讲 我的爱情比你早 却一直放在心上

后来你们之间有变化 我不想再多说 经过了相遇和挣扎 我还是无法将他放下

那是多久后的事了 有一天你突然问我 在那个时候 是否也爱着他

我也很想他 我们都一样 在他身上 曾找到翅膀 只是那时的他 是因为你他开始飞翔

我也很想他 在莫个地方 我少了尴尬 你少了肩膀 而夏天还是那么短 思念却很长

还记得 那年我们曾许下的愿望 星星骗了我们 我们 却因此上了一课 成长比属的学分 ~

sun yan zi ^ wo ye heng xiang ta.. nice song.. hehe...

bought my snoopy le..

hehe.. 2dae my nai nai bought mi d big snoopy le... wahaha.. so happy sia.. but i oso wan d small 1 leh... i greedy hor.. hehe.. ll go pysco ppl buy 4 mi.. haha...

2dae jap so paiseh sia.. d tcher ask qns ma.. den he ask in jap den i dun understand coz he ask diff qns... infornt ppl all ask same qns den suddenly ask mi diff qns.. den i blur.. duno wat he sae so i "huh" den d hole clz statrt luffin.. so malu sia.. den gt 1 exercise nd ask 4 ppl tel no de ma.. den d tcher sae nd ask frm ppl opp 1.. den ian n his fren cum n ask mi infront of so many ppl.. den i stun.. coz so paiseh.. so many ppl lookin at mi den i duno hw speak gd jap ma.. den my face red.. coz i sae until so funi.. den his fren yvonne start luffin n ask ian n his fren dun disturb mi liao la.. my face red liao.. den d hole clz look at mi.. so malu sia.. even d tcher oso luff at mi.. so paiseh sia...

found out tt lk everybody noe d secret liao... so paiseh sia.. d ppl i tot duno wan oso noe liao... die liao la.. lk tt nx tm go sch sure damn paiseh de.. lk tt i duno hw reponse liao when ppl sae.. all suan till v fun.. but v paiseh leh ppl... dun so min sian leh.. if nt i nx tm walk oso dun dare tai tou liao.. muz hide liao...

christmas ard d corner liao... wonder hw i gg 2 celebrate tis tm.. go out w fren or stay at hm...

d way u treat mi mak mi hate u so much leh.. u lk happy happy den v gd 2 mi.. nt happy den treat mi lk shit.. its nt funi ok?! wat do u wan anyway!? can juz tell mi.. dun let mi guess n guess lk stupid idiot lk tt... u mak mi feel lk a doll sia... wan den cum play w mi... nt happy den throw mi aside... i haf enuff sia.. i gg 2 siao liao... sumbody plz enlighten mi.. my path ahead of mi lk totally black.. no light.. even a samll glime of light oso dun haf... i m nw walkin in d dark.. headin 2wards a pathway where i oso duno ll lead 2 where.. haiz... i m lose!!! sumbody save mi... :(

~ m!z!ng U 0_o ~

went mysia 2dae..

2dae went mysia(JB) w my relative all.. haf 2 wak up early(630am) coz sae muz reach Lavaender MRT at 930am coz d bus leavin at tt tm.. den i still blur blur when i wak up sia... i onli slp 4 3h.. cant slp in d bus coz keep gg down at d 2 check pt.. d woodland cehck pt n d mysia ere d check pt.. so boliao... we reach dere early but den d tuid us 1015am den cum.. idiot sia.. waste my percious slp.. haha... d bus driver so lan sia.. c d way he drive u can bang head lor.. turn a bend oso duno hw turn.. muz do all sort of revese foward... duno wat he doin oso.. den drive so slow lk snail lk tt... we reach mysia at 1145am den go 2 tt tupid shoppin mall where gt nth inside sia.. all shop is hopless.. haha... i manage 2 bought 4 tshirt.. frm 2 shop tt look xiang yang.. d rest all gone case.. haha.. my sis n couins boght alot of vcds n pc game.. waste $ sia.. cant believe i actuali stay in tt shoopin al 4 4h... ere food so er.. toilet worst.... shops gone.. duno y dey put us ere 2 shop.. den at 245pm we leave 4 d circus.. final gt sth xiang yang.. haha.. d circus v nice sia.. but den dey all so cruel 1... nia dai animal 1... c dem keep hittin d animal feel so sorrie 4 dem.... haiz.. lucky spore dun allow... if nt sure gt alot of ppl complain.. den d zhu ci ren is a damn lame clown lor... tok oso duno hw tok.. lk all sm sm 1.. no diff.. den everytm b4 another grp cum out 2 perform he ll start doin his lame jokes which tupid oso can guess lor.. mi n my cousin c liao almoz fainted sia... he reali lame till u can die lor.. overall d performance v nice... but den d toilet sucks.. d venue oso sucks.. all so muddy n wet.. haha... nw so tired liao.. tml wak up still nd do hw... so sian leh... sch sch sch... lucky mon n tue my lesson short short nia.. wahaha... no lab no tut.. so shiok...

~ i m m!z!n U so much 0_o ~

mizin u so much....

sch start le.. so fast 1 wk finsh le... nth special.. everydae lk d same.. go sch lesson den cum hm.. so aimless... tis tm go sch lk so diff liao leh.. dun haf tt kind of feelin i use 2 haf when last tm i go sch.. i felt tt i m bcumin more n more unhappy... mayb bcoz of all d ting tt happen on mi durin d holidae mak mi dun feel lk cumin 2 sch.. dun wan c dem coz i duno wat 2 sae.. nt lk last tm.. nw c dem lk so mo sheng liao... lk gt no common topic anymore... everydae i v quiet nv tok 2 any1... sit ere stare blankly... i longer lk my usual self anymore le.. so strange even i oso duno y i bcum lk tt... little bit little bit i angry liao... n always dun wan 2 tok 2 ppl.... den dey all oso nv go entertain mi... so sian leh.. everydae haf 2 drag myself 2 sch liao.. nth 4 mi 2 look 4ward 2 cum sch liao... both my best frn sally all diff tm table frm mi liao.. no same break den i gt ting oso nobody 2 tell liao... haf 2 keep it 2 myself.. nt lk last tm we can tok in lec or break.. nw all so diff le.. my cds oso alone... nobody pei mi.. i v xian mu all my fren leh.. all gt ppl pei dem... same clz... i onli 1 so pathetic... hope nx wk ll b a betta wk...

~ i m m!z!ng U so much 0_o ~

pics frm bro navy

here r sum pics frm bro navy MSTD Sendin Off Parade..













~ m!z!ng U o_0 ~

pics frm east coast...

here r sum pics taken durin d dance camp @ east coast park...


d pathetic tent.. haha..


our pit.. v clean hor.. we actuali clean it b4 usin.. haha..



testin of drink frm pail.. hahaha...

games time..


choosin of team..




passin of ball usin our head..



mi n huan yang chosen 2 b blindfold....


blindfold n walk w d guide frm d ppl behind




grp photos...

~m!z!ng U 0_o ~

finally end le.. yeah..

haha.. work finali end le.. cant believe i actuali waork ere 4 1 mth plus sia.. a few dae more den start sch le.. so nice.. i prefer studyin den workin... lk tt nn c ppl face.. nn no reason kana shoot..

yterdae eileen treat mi n sal 2 Han's eat.. we 6 (mi, sal, eileen,chii ying, shawn n xiao yi) all go tog.. ere ting v ex leh.. n oso v nice.. after eatin i nv tak dinner n breakfast.. haha.. so full coz d servin quite big.. set lunch gt soup, drink, main course n fruits.. at nite went shoppin w mum n sis... buy 2 jacket den d rest of it is mum sis n ndad ting.. bought mum a matchin top n skirt ($89++), dad a Goldlion wallet n sis oso buy alot of ting.. my $300++ lk tt fly away le.. haha... actuali wan pei sal go airport meet huan yang buy anthony gift 1 but i promise my mum le.. so sal haf 2 go alone.. lucky her bro bring her go..

2dae mornin we pass d gift 2 eileen den she v happy.. den she ask us 2 pass 2 anthony coz he sum tm go hm early 1.. den we ask eileen pei us go down.. coz v paiseh ma.. den he sae wan treat us lunch since yterdae but we all dun wan coz paiseh ma.. ask mi go w him alone.. sae he my da ge, i more close 2 him, i go alone can le.. dey 2 sia... anyhw agree den ps mi.. i oso dun wan sia.. lucky 2dae he oso sae den eileen sae nvm go lor.. she gt go den still ok lor.. nt tt paiseh.. if nt mi n sal go w him den v funi.. eileen oso drag another temp biy go( i duno hw spell his name).. hehe... den lk tt nt tt weird lor.. when opp eat.. gt 5 ppl ma.. den i wan sit beside eileen coz weird weird ma.... den sal no choice haf 2 sit beside anthony.. hehe.. sorrie.... den i keep shootin anthony.. hehe.. i v bad hor? hehe.. he my supervisor i still lk tt shoot him... lucky he nv scold mi.. haha... den eillen shoot him y last tm anyhw scold mi still so fierce stare at mi.. den he sae i wan scold 4 other ppl but tt ppl act blur den mi go hear le den nt happy... den i stare at him.. he sae he nt purposly stare at mi 1 bcoz i standin infront of him den 2 bad lor.. sae wat i moz stand out 1.. wat tt mean i oso duno.. juz stare at him.. bad sia.. nx tm i stand d other side... den he sae i gai ma 1... so fierce n always shootin him.. haha...

2dae we OT sia.. coz when we gg hm tt tm suddenly dey throw 1 stack of paper 2 eileen ask her find all d invoice den eileen ask us cum bk tml 2 help her do but we dun wan so help her do finish all den go hm.. sal help her do her rates coz i 2 blur scare mak mistak.. den i do all photocopyin, staplin, filin.. actuali nn file 1 eileen sae she tml file herself but den hor... i v stupid n blur sia.. i help anthony do d hotel compilin ma.. den miz out 1 file.. hehe...den haf 2 file bk den pass 2 him b4 i go hm so tt he can ask d temp boy do tml... b4 we go hm he sae cya on nx sem holidae.. den i reply c hw lor.. den he gif dos har.. face.. haha... i oso 4gt 2 tell him where i save my file sia.. tink i 2 happy coz finally tou li ku hai.. den abit mad liao.. haha.... we leave office at ard 735pm lk tt.. so tirin.. feel lk slpin nw.. but wan play game.. hehe...

~ m!z!ng U 0_o ~

work endin le...

finally gg 2 end work le.. so nice sia... still gt 3 more daes... but hor i lk gt nth 2 do liao leh.... i finish everyting liao but i dun dare 2 go n tok 2 anthony.. scared ltr he anyhw scold mi again... tink tml ll ask eileen call him n ask him wat he wan mi 2 do.. but i ownt go down n c him alone.. muz ask eileen pei mi go if nt ltr he siao again den i die.. haiz.. tink he oso dun lk mi ba.. coz he gif mi a feelin tt everytm big boss scold him he ll cum scold mi lk is my fault lk tt... wat 2 do.. hu tell i work ere so long liao.. haiz.. lucky still gt 3 more daes den nn c dem liao... i so sway 1 leh.. everytm is mi kana shoot 1... always is i nv do anyting worng dey sae i wrong.. den scold mi 4 nth.. so bo hua leh.. i lk their prey sia.. everytm i bz doin my ting dey ll sae i doin other ting.. dun trust mi 1 leh.. lk tt work gt wat meanin.. lucky i still gt eillen n sal n dos colleauges ere.. if nt i sure die in d hand of anthony.. haha...

2dae after lunch when back den saw anthony n mr chan standin outside d big boss office den i faster walk d other way in( frm d F & E side ) 2 go back 2 my seat.. lucky he nv c mi... den mr chan keep lookin 4 eileen.. when eillen cum back den he cum out ask him immediately go in den she was inside 4 abt 1/3h.. i so scared sia.. scared ltr anthony kana scold den cum n vend anger on mi again.. sum more sal nt ere.. i alone.. more scare.. lucky nth happen.. dey so bad sia.. sae wan employ wat manager 2 supervise eileen n employ 2 more call picker.. siao sia.. waste their own $.. where gt lk tt 1.. i help eileen bu zhi sia.. work ere so long nv sae any praise or at least sae ti sheng her ma.. instead dey lk dun trust her.. still wan ppl supervise her.. so bad sia.. idiot!!!!!!

yterdae went shoppin w sal after we do our ting.. den buy sth 4 eileen.. didnt plan 2 buy anyting 4 anthony 1 but sal sae juz buy lor den ask eileen suan him sae he always anyhw shoot mi i still buy him present.. ask her pass 2 him after we go.. lk tt he wont cum n sae ting or i nn 2 c his nt happy face or watever he ll react... tink tml go buy lor.. haiz.. at nite went airport eat w xiong kel lw ivan.. den gt 1 ppl hai mi waste my trip ere sia.. end up nv eat w dem.. mi n sal go other place n eat coz i dun wan eat w tt person.. so sorrie ppl.. i lk v bad lk tt... hehe.. but hu cares... i nn 2 force myself 2 lk d person when d person hate mi 2 core.. so lk tt lor...

p/s: go listen 2 sun yan zi new ablum track 4.. nice song..

~ 那时我们总有好多话 什么事都可以讲

我的爱情比你早 却一直放在心上

后来你们之间有变化 我不想再多说 经过了相遇和挣扎 我还是无法将他放下

那是多久后的事了 有一天你突然问我 在那个时候 是否也爱着他

我也很想他 我们都一样 在他身上 曾找到翅膀 只是那时的他 是因为你他开始飞翔

我也很想他 在莫个地方 我少了尴尬 你少了肩膀 而夏天还是那么短 思念却很长

还记得 那年我们曾许下的愿望 星星骗了我们 我们 却因此上了一课 成长比属的学分

m!z!ng U 0_o ~

nice dae

2dae went shoppin w mummy den buy alot of clothes n new shoes.. hehe.. actuali wan buy hp 1 but nv bring charger so cant buy.. so sad.. still tinkin wat model 2 buy..

so nice sia.. mon n tue nv work coz actuali gt campin 1 but den cancel change 2 bbq.. nn go work mean nn c tt mad boss.. haha den wont kana shoot again..gg 2 start sch le.. yeah.. but den haven gt tm table duno ll change clz or nt.. change den beta dun change 2 d same clz as d ppl i dun lk.. if nt sway sia.. everydae c d person... den borin sia.. beta same w dos i lk 1.. but lk v diff sia.. muz c luck.. haha...

~m!z!ng U 0_o ~

sway dae

tis few dae work so sway sia.. keep kana scold 4 no reason sia.. sal mc 4 2 daes den nobody help eileen den all cum ask mi but i duno anyting!!!! coz i nv learn coz i nt doin hotel bookin den dey sae i no use sia.. so mei li mao.. d gal boss so boliao.. suan mi till i left nth sia.. change seat onli wan sae mi.. sae i stupid y everyting oso duno.. everytm c eileen nt ard den cum n shoot mi.. yterdae eileen tak half dae leave den she cant find her den start scoldin mi sae i stupid y duno anyting.. den still scold eileen.. mad sia..

den 2dae worst sia.. kana scold by 2 of d same name - Anthony!!! tink my name n tis name xiang ke sia.. ba zhi bu he..so angry sia.. 1 is big boss 1 is my supervisor.. big boss 2dae go scold my supervisor sae i yterdae duno doin wat.. nv do anyting.. doin other ting.. nv do my own ting.. sae wat i on 2 comp 2 play.. siao sia.. i helpin ppl find bookin k.. duno dun anyhw scold ppl... his comp lan den sae la.. always hang hai mi haf 2 use 2 comp den still sae i on d other comp go play game.. wat logic is tis!!!! nt fair sia.. den tt supervisor kana scold liao den indirectly scold mi infront of his other 3 temp staff.. he tink dey stupid sia.. very obvious dey all noe yterdae onli gt mi on top ma.. sal nv cum.. den he shoot n shoot lk so shuang lk tt... feel lk scoldin back but he my supervisor so muz gif him sum mian zi if nt ltr he paiseh liao scold mi more den i bu shi zhi tao ku chi..

den d big boss worst sia.. keep suspectin mi nt doin my job.. keep ask dos stupid qns.. sae wat u doin har? u sure all tis pic relevant or nt?wat country u findin har?den still ask mi show him all d windows i open 2 c wat i doin sia.. siao sia... waste my tm tokin 2 him... mad.. den he keep starin at sal 2 bad sal tokin 2 customer on d phone he cant sae anyting den he walk away.. den after tt keep walkin pass my table c wat i doin.. boliao leh.. i work so long ere lst tm c all d boss lk tt.. suddenly all cum shoot mi when i nv do anyting wrong sia.. so angry sia.. wat more still dun wan pay us!!!! submit punch card so long liao gg 1 mth liao still haven gt pay.. wat company is tis... so big till no tm gif pay meh.. tis is d lst company i work d pay can drag 4 1 mths plus den gif u 1... sum more still call demself CHAN'S BROTHERS... big company so wat? still muz pay ppl ma.. hw can drag pay so long den still wan scold ppl.. nt fair leh.. if nt bcoz of eileen i wont cum bk here work sia.. lucky i onli left 1 wk den quit le.. lucky mon n tue nv work den wont kana shoot again.. dey always lk shoot mi when eileen nt ard.. bad ppl leh.. bully mi.. nx tm sal or eileen nt in i go hide oso.. if nt sure kana shoot 1..

after tis 3 days i learn my lesson sia.. NT 2 B HELPFUL GO HELP PPL.. IF NT OTHER PPL TOT U NT DOIN UR OWN TING.. DOIN OTHER TING... DEN STILL KANA SHOOT 4 NO REASON SIA..

^mood = angry!! ^

~m!z!ng U 0_o ~

tirin dae

its been long since i blog le... cant believe tt i haf work 4 3 wks le.. haha... although last fews wks quite borin coz i m alone den nobody tok wif mi when workin coz mi n sal at diff lvl... but oso is my own stubborness.. part of it i wan stay downstair coz ere more freedom no stress mos imptly no BIG BOSS keep askin mi wat i doin... but d other half i feel borin coz ere ppl always bz wif ere work cant pei mi tok.. nw i finally shift up le coz gt sum IMPT PPL wan cum n sit ere so no choice i go up.. 1st dae go up den big boss cum ask alot of ting.. hai mi so scared lucky gt eileen n sal wif mi.. den nt 2 bad... i haf beeen sittin upstair 4 abt 3 daes.. still quite ok.. but still miz d environment downstair.. coz gt music n sum tm dey ll joke ard.. upstair is COMPLETELY NO JOKES.. so yan shu.. tink i ll slowly adapt.. nw doinn rates instead of holidae search.. more interestin den tt... haha... but after i put in all d rates still haf 2 go bk 2 do hotel search.. haiz..

2dae recieve a email sae dance camp postpone 2 22 n 23 nov le.. so sad.. tot finali can haf a break den told eileen den she was luffin n luffin.. lucky nn 2 tell anthony if nt tink he sure mak fun of mi coz he nv approve mi gg but i still wan go.. haha...

d show ren wo ao you nice leh.. den inside gt 1 character call yilin.. hu is so cunnin n you xin ji.. tis remind mi of my sec sch.. when tis ting reali happen 2 mi.. i always tot tt tis type of girl wont appear unitl i reali meet 1 hu is reali lk yilin lor.. so you xin ji.. piao mian dui u so gd but behind u keep backstabbin n plottin sth.. she always wan win mi in everyting... lucky i relised early if nt i sure fail my o lvl.. haha.. 2 bad i pass n score higher den her.. den she so angry... but so sad lor.. coz "JIAO AO HUI SHI BAI DE"...

so fast nov liao.. still gt 1 mth till we start sch.. kind of miz sch.. hehe... tink nx wk den can collect pay le.. hehe.. but cant spend muz keep so tt gt enuff $ buy hp n gif sum 2 parents.. nowades nobody online le.. all duno bz wif wat ting... everytm online i dun c any ppl 1.. so borin... tml he takin his paper le.. gd luck 2 him...

^ my heart is so pain... haiz... ^

~m!z!ng U 0_o ~

finally..

2dae is d 6th dae of work... i alreadi very bored le.. mi n sal gt separated coz i gt 2 supervisor, eileen n anthony.. 1 office at lvl 7 1 at lvl 6.. den sal wif eileen at lvl 7 mi w anthony at lvl 6.. sso cant tok.. but 2nd thought is beta la.. coz lk tt i wont go tok 2 her den hai my supervisor kana scold by d big boss.. sum more i dun lk 2 sit upstair coz gt alot of big boss walkin ard den i ll stress den duno hw do work liao.. lucky i m downstair.. den eileen scared i bored so sae wan ask mi cum up but i dun wan coz i dun lk upstair coz stress.. downstair more relax.. so dun tink ll go up. 2dae i go collect my photo i tak durin cousin wed le.. nt very nice.. disappointed...

~ mood - nt v happy ^ my heart is daed ~

~ m!z!ng U ~


myself...


me n my sis..



me n my sis again..


my sis n my bro..


my bro in navy.. shaui shuai..


my bro in OCS.. shuai hor?

borin

Its been long since i blog.. comp spoil 4 so many dae coz of my cousin stupid cd.. so haf 2 wait 4 my bro 2 cum hm den can repair.. lucky i gt exam durin tt few wks if nt i sure meng si... nw holidae liao.. but gt work so oso seldom go online n blog.. nw everydae work n work.. although borin but 4 d sake of $ nvm.. haha.. i so $ face hor.. so long nv blog le.. duno wat 2 wrote liao... life still d same.. nth changes.. i still as lonely as last tm.. n still guessin n guessin wat he tinkin.. sad hor.. haiz.. hope sum dae he ll enlighten mi... hehe..

~ m!z!ng U ~

nice day

2dae early in d mornin lazy wak up n go fpath lec.. was waitin 4 sally 2 msg mi 2 c if she gt dun wan go or nt.. but she nv msg so i decided 2 go coz cant ps her.. fri is a very sadistic dae.. gt onli 2h tut but den in btw gt so many break.. so boliao.. dey all fifnsh lesson at 1pm den go paly bad.. i cant play sia.. coz i gt oc tut tt tm.. haiz. so sad.. after tut i went 2 find xiong sal n mer.. den we 6 (mi xiong sal ce mer n kel) went 2 simei's Jack's place 2 eat.. its quite cheap coz we eat student meal.. $6.50 ++ .. after tt sal haf 2 rush 4 clz den we all walk walk in east pt b4 we go hm.. very happy 2dae. hehe... i slp so long sia. actuali dun wan wak up 1 but 1 monster cum my hse.. tt monster i noe other but my small cousin.. he came pouncin on mi n wak mi up by takin my snoopy n throw it outside.. den he fight wif my sis till my mum cum out den he quiet down.. cant stand him runnin ard so go fix playstation 4 him.. den he sit there nv tok le.. finally "tame" a monster.. hahah... nw he slp liao.. den i can play comp le.. otherwise he ll b stickin 2 mi... sae wan play his game... anyway he ll b stayin till sun so i muz stay at hm 2 "tame" tis little monster in case he n my sis start fightin again...haha...

* mood= happy*

~m!z!ng U 0_o ~ sep 11 ^ meorable dae

no confidence

tis few daes i haf been very moody.. super nt happy sia.. little bit little bit den i angry.. sorrie 2 all my fren.. if i accidentaly hurt u or ignore u.. i didnt meant 2 do tt... is nt i wan avoid u is juz i 2 moddy den duno wat 2 tok so keep quiet.. sum tm i oso quiet irriatin n nosiy.. i oso duno y.. haiz.. so ppl plz bear wif mi.. hehe.. after sat i haf been tinkin alot but still no outcum.. duno 2 believe or nt 2 believe wat other ppl sae tis few daes.. i reali very luan.. my confidence level has drop alot since den.. haiz..

frankly speakin.. i reali nt very happy lor.. feel tt everyting tt happen is bcoz of mi.. i lk hai alot of ppl sia... although i look very happy or always sae i m ok but den deep down inside i noe i m nt happy.. feel lk disapearrin frm tis world.. lk tt tink can save alot of trouble n i can live more happily coz nn 2 tink abt wat i do might hai dao tis person or i sae sth tt might hurt sum 1... or even 2 guess wat he tinkin..his feelin..d words he sae.. wat does t mean.. did it reali mean tt way.. or juz a casual remark nia... i alreadi very tired liao.. dun wan 2 tink liao... nobody noes.. nobody tt can reali let mi pour out all my feelin.. reali feel lk bcumin cloud in d sky.. floatin away 2 a far far place.. so carefree.. no worries.. but all tis can onli b sae but nt done coz i cant disappear frm tis world!!

anyway i recieve a shokin news 2dae.. bro call bk sae he was bk in spore at d Changi Naval Base ere 2 refill their supply n fuel b4 settin off 2 australia... when d ship was abt 2 reach d harbour.. it gt knock by another ship den d hole front of d ship bcum flat!!! nw dey were still at there waitin 4 d ship 2 b repaired.. sad leh.. my bro sae tt tm when d collision tt tm, dey were all slpin den he fall down his bed.. haha... it sounded so serious but den he still luffin when he call bk n tell us.. he sae he so "heng" sia.. everytm gt sth strange happen de.. tt tm he was trainin at tekong.. den gt terriorist cum on2 d island sia.. tt tm was d lst tm gt ppl dare 2 cum up 2 tekong lor.. den 2dae d ship kana bang.. he reali very lucky lor.. after tis collision, tt means he ll b away longer den 2 mths coz of d delay.. haiz.. sad leh... so long nv c him at hm liao.. kind of miz him.. last tm he sat n sun still gt cum bk nw no haf le.. lookin 4ward 2 d end of his sailin where it ll b abt 1mth ltr...haiz..

sem exam cumin liao... but b4 tt we still gt alot of quiz.. lucky all our project end liao.. choo so kelian sia.. her bmt lk always so bz 1, always gt pbl.. c her so stress everydae.. PS oso stress but nt as dem coz all d project finish liao n we dun haf lab test eveywk or pbl.. anyway d moz slack ppl is dos biotec student.. c dem hole sem lk gt nth 2 do lk tt... everydae slackin.. so nice.. but den dey nx sem den start 2 stress liao... tink our nx sem wont b so stress ba.. coz gt lesser subj..

*mood=extremely unhappy*

~ m!z!ng U 0_o ~

came across tis song tis afternoon.. nice song.. so long nv hear liao..

RIGHT HERE WAITING
Ocean's apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you goWhatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy

Repeat chorus

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with youI'll take the chance

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy

Repeat chorus